Well it turned out part of my staying away and not wanting to do anything was me getting a cold. In some ways I even feel a bit less anti-social now it has come out - I just have the whole head cold snot thing going on.....
We have turned from Summer in to Autumn
My personal year has turned from The Year of Breaking Masks to the Year of Reason
With the Full Moon we move from the Blue Moon to the Moon of Welcoming
So much to write about and think about... But I just don't have the brain or the energy right now so I am going to sit on all ths goodness a while longer. I have a couple of days off coming up though so I am sure I will get to it then. I want to review last year and introduce the Moon of Reason. Then I want to look back at my previous experiences of the Moon of Welcome and go deeper. Sometime ago Wheelkeeper told me to look more deeply at the totem animals I have for each Moon, and I mean to do this, this cycle as we swing back through Moons I have already looked at a bit.
Last night I was watching am episode of Man Woman Wild (a husband and wife survival programme) and there was an unexpected little shot of a Wasp. It never ceases to amaze me how totems turn up at the right times, how they check in and say hello at others too but sometimes they draw so close....
I have no idea yet what my totem is for the Moon of Reason and I know that although I may get hints, I won't Dream about it until I do my work.
Generally though I think things are good - I think my metabolism is picking up under the doubled dosage although it is hard to say at this coincided we me getting a cold. I do wonder about my reproductive system though. It was problems with those hormones that drove me to the Doctors when my Thyroid was discovered. My physical therapist and I had strongly felt there was something wrong down there and she is a very hands on healer with a masterful knowledge of anatomy and a sixth sense. The strange bleed I had between periods will hopefully be enough to persuade my Doctor to send me off for further investigations. I suspect Cysts, Fibroids or polyps, personally.
One thing is for sure, this last year has been all about my health, thankfully, finally....
1 comment:
i hope you feel better soon and get your problems sorted-i 'knew' something was wrong and i was mis-diagnosed with a big fibroid but when i saw a specialist and had further scans, turns out i had adenomyosis (kind of like fibroids in reverse!) had all my major blood vessels to my uterus blocked which cured the problem but put me into instant menopause.
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