As I spend another, floating gracefully and gently, letting my body just be and peacefully fight this virus in it's own way, I know that life is about to speed up again. I feel it quickening in the flurry of ideas for my bedroom as I lie there.

I am thankful, my body has recovered enough from the illness of Autumn 2009 that this virus has not had to lay me entirely low to make it's presence felt. Or maybe it means I am a bit more in tune with my life and needs again, maybe the virus just had to raise it's head to let me know I needed a break. Who knows. But the virus will pass before long and paint and dye and needle are all starting to call to me.

A list of things I can do before I get my long awaited wardrobes. I will find the money for them. A stock take looms which means a lot of work but an influx of cash. I am still being good and my resolution to eat breakfast at home and make sandwiches for work holds, which also saves me money. Maybe if the old wardrobes find their mouldy remains banished, maybe if the clothes piled up, because they don't want to be in the wardrobes, find their way into the spare room, maybe if paint starts to fly, maybe it will help my wardrobes manifest themselves out of the Ikea catalogue and in to my bedroom.

Surely I have it within me to create one beautiful room for myself?