Flux Friends

This last week has been an odd one. Friendships in flux (and acquaintances to)

I feel in flux.

I so often do though. To live is to move, we can not live and not move. Our hearts beat, neurons fire in our brains, oxygen does it's thang and travels around.... So I guess feeling in flux isn't so very odd, really....

Sometimes it is hard to let go though. Sometimes even though you are letting go, the person is still in your life. Letting go is an emotional thing. Sometimes you feel let go of.

Sometimes too much happens between two people. No matter that they may be a good friend, an old friend. One or both just can not let go of old hurts. They simmer below the surface, unresolved and unresolvable, dragged out everytime bad feeling rises. Sometimes you just have to accept a friendship will never be right and happy and that it can blow up any time, normally when you least expect it.

A friendship can be drowned or strengthened by history.

Other friendships feel effortless, time is no barrier, they are just always friends, whether you see each other or not.